My smoking

I've been on Wellbutrin for a few weeks now, mainly as an anti-depressant but also as a smoking cessation aide.
I woke up Christmas morning with all intentions of completely quitting. I did alright (few panic attacks, but didnt give in to it) until my brother and i got in to it about 1:30. On the way home i bought another pack. I ended up smoking 4 for the entire day. On one hand thats awesome, earlier this month a was a 2 packer.
Today, i've only smoked, i think. I feel like im cheating myself, although 8 vs. 2 packs is a huge improvement.
Dh is upset with me because he thinks im being weak by not being able to completely lay them down.
I should say also, i used to stumble to the coffee table to light one even before the coffee was put on. This morning i didnt light up until i left the house on my way to work.
That was my day, lol
jen